I need a life line, like, i feel like I am drowning. I need help but who to ask…I’ve begged and i’m still begging God. i know He answers prayers, he has answered several of mine before….this though…I can see the kind of things i’ll learn if i get through this…IF…i know He’s looking, He never slumbers. I’m just thinking of all the bible study passages, i suppose they’re helping. Who’ll pay all the bills? How about Dubai in October…i So want to go. I guess that’s God laughing at the plans as he seems to have the entire relationship.
Have to keep swinging though, pick me up by the bootstraps….it is not over, Amen.